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[26 Aug 2006|05:14pm] |
new livejournal i'll add who i want, get fucked
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| sleeptalking |
[26 Aug 2006|02:45am] |
everything is a feeling, because everything is pure consciousness. consciousness is aware. Through this awareness we identify. What we identify with then becomes a thought. When a thought is real it becomes emotion. So see how from simple awareness (pure feeling) we move into cruder feelings until they become our life.
It might ‘feel’ that you are missing something because you are not allowing yourself to see that pure awareness (pure feeling) is complete... it is whole, eternal, timeless, infinite. Yet it is nothing that the mind can ‘feel’ simply because the mind cannot feel.! Its simple. The mind cannot feel but it can ‘think about it.’ We have placed so much importance on ‘thought about it’ that it has become a feeling to us and we think its real. An emotion feels very real because it is ‘moving energy’ (e-motion). This emotion is a chemical reaction and affects our body quite a bit. We, unconscious of this process, equate this emotion with real feeling and ‘figure out’ that this is real. When feeling is pure (our natural state) we ‘feel good’ (known as bliss). So to make it all simple, if you feel something is missing then you are ‘trying’ to make something happen with your mind. Empty yourself fully and completely until all that is left is ‘nothing’ and then you will experience what is behind it all that has no words.
When doubt sets in relax fully and then look at this doubt by asking...“What is it that I am doubting?” and you will slowly recognize that doubt is always self-doubt. The ego is trying to make something out of spirit. It wants to attain, accomplish and feel there is something it can cling to and believe in. When you are totally empty in the moment without the need to achieve anything, not even the need to feel okay, THEN you are ripe for the truth. Truth happens when we are ready to receive it. First we need to empty the cup and then in stillness allow it to get filled. Words often fall flat to explain what is beyond words.
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| save sky |
[12 Jun 2006|06:36pm] |
only laughing about our gilded wasteland devoured torn into pieces come now we shine small things ever calling out your name you hear some other time unchained alive a world undefined |
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